moanlog – Anonymous moaning

I really wish I was just one person's priority

I'm so glad you blew it, it's no ones fault or mistake but yours. Wake up and smell the shit you did

Why can't I just have a little bit of *freedom*!
I'm 17! I can drive! (Sort of...)
I should be allowed to make decisions about my life!
Not never be in the same room as a boy alone, and have to have my mother know the parents of the person I'm hanging out with, and not go anywhere on school nights!

I picked the wrong one.

I just wish that I never met you. I wish that we didn't have conversations every day for years and years. I wish that all of that good stuff didn't happen, because if that didn't happen, this shit wouldn't be happening now. I love you as a friend, and now that's slipping slowly away as a result of other people. And I hate the fact that right now I'm losing you as a friend because we were both so deserving of that friendship.

wonderful day
horrible night
terrible sleep
headache
sunny day
stuck inside
doing work
when i could be somewhere else.

Fucking asshole

Living in the middle of nowhere is difficult enough for a student, but when the uni bus decides not to bother with the bus timetable it gets pretty stupid. Also to note; you do not need a fucking 1hour 30 minutes break, the time where everyone has a place to be! And to not bother with any buses on the weekend, now thats really taking the piss.

I'm so stupid. I thought that because you liked me, there was only me. Won't be making that mistake again.

man i HATE DECISIONS!