I wish I could go out. Husband is out every weekend. He works hard and he needs his relaxation time he says. He's 41 - when the fuck will he grow up. I am left in every weekend with the baby sitting of our daughter (4). We are skint but he was out last night and out tonight. Utility company threatening court action because he hasn't paid the bill but he says its not just his responsibility to pay the bill. He earns three times as much as me and almost my entire wage is gone on household bills. i have notjing. no pretty clothes- no nice shoes- i used to be beautiful but now I have nothing but sore head from being told how I am just feeling sorry for myself and how he is a good husband compared to others.