moanlog Complain already!

I honestly don't know why i bother anymore, maybe it's cause i still value what little friendship we have left? But its not just me you're treating like shit, its everyone, you don't even have what people refer to as a life anymore.
Stop being a fucking coward and grow a pair, life is tough we can't all run away from it, so stop acting like a child like you always do.
Maybe if you actually did something different for a change and saw the people who care about you, you would realise you have a lot of help available if you ask for it.
I don't even know if you need it, you've made absolutely no effort to acknowledge I exist, let alone talk to me.
I know things haven't gone well lately, but pushing/blanking others won't make it better.

I moan too much

Okay, occasionally you annoy me. But this time, you've really, REALLY pissed me off this time. You need to realise that not everything is about you, you're not little miss perfect, and you can't get away with being like this to people. So, I've had enough, and i'm walking away. Because right now, you're not worth my time.

oh shut the hell up

I've had it with being so surprised and hurt everytime you ignore me or start acting like i've done something wrong. Carry on distancing yourself, I don't care anymore. But whilst you distance yourself from me for whatever reason, just remember you're pushing other friends away too.

What am I to you? Would you even miss me or notice if I wasn't here tomorrow?

I'm no longer riding solo and i miss you loads. Not fair boo :(

It dawned on me, sitting on the bus, that I made a huge mistake. Why did I let you go? How could I be so stupid? God what's wrong with me! I had it, and I fucked it up. And I'm pretty sure I still like you. Course I cant tell you because that would be unfair on you. Fuck I'm such a twat.
Wanted: anyone who can rewind time to around december last year.

What is it with americans and drinking games? Drink your fucking drink already.

if only i could be with you one more time. i need you. even just holding your hand made me feel like everything was okay and i miss it.

Heres an idea: stop arguing.
Because it's doing my fucking head in.
I'm feeling like SHIT already today, and the two of you aren't helping one single fucking little bit. Hell, I'm outside the fucking house and I can hear you.
I'm the kid, I thought I was meant to be the immature one. Apparently, it's the other way around.
So shut the fuck up.

I want you two to be together..really I do
but I want us to be together so much more. I know which i'll try to help but i cant guarentee it because my heart is somewhere else and i cant force any one to feel something
pick me, i already feel that way

When you're not with me I feel completely and utterly like shit. I get very down, don't eat properly and end up just moping around this house. I am so happy when i'm with you so I don't know how I'm going to cope when I have to go back to uni and stay in this god-forsaken place full time again. Jesus, not talking to you for 3 days was hard enough for
both of us, so god knows how's going to be when we're weeks apart again. I love you and miss you so much it's unbelieveable.

fuck I miss you, and it's not my place to

Got to love people who look at you and think "you're under 18. That means your not worth the time of day, and your opinions don't mean shit to me".
Well fuck you, because just because you're older does not make you a better, or more important person than me in any way at all.

Dear Mr. Old Person on the X80,

Yes, I can see there's a queue. But we were here before these people and decided to wait outside of it instead of lining up.

I want to thank you for pushing me out the way like that. Because I just LOVE it. The only reason I didn't push back (or smack your head through the bus window, trust me I thought of it) is because you look like you've only got 2 years at best before you die, and so I didn't want your premature death on my conscience.

Another thing, in future please either put you wife on a lead with a muzzle so she can't chat shit, or leave her at home in her cage.

Yours gratefully,
The guy who wouldn't mind if you choked on your dinner tonight.

i'm sorry did i not reply to your text quick enough? i see, so this ignoring or getting on with other things only works one way; i have to reply or jump to heel immediately but you can pick and choose when you're my friend. sounds like a good deal to me, i think i'd rather be on your end though

Oh, I'm sorry. Did I do something wrong? NO. I didn't. You need to stop now. Because what you're doing is not fair. Everytime it happens it's followed by the same awkward conversation, which fucks up my day, and I don't need this. I've already said what I think and feel, so just stop now. You are not helping yourself. What you want and how you think you're going to get it are not in sync, so sort yourself out before dragging me down.

Aaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahaha. Bet you think your big and clever. Piss off.

I'm sorry did I scare you? Did I say something that wasn't right? Fucking hell grow up, because this totally ignoring me whenever you feel like it is getting old. Why should I have to make an effort all the time and you only when you feel like it? Maybe you'll realise when you've lost me altogether and I don't make that effort anymore, trust me that's soon